When a moment becomes a story, which then causes you to think about your placement in life, your placement in the eyes of others.
Snicker Allen
There’s a certain conception that perception is truly reality
The older I become, I see this is all just fallacy
Looking into a mirror he was starring back at me
What a tragedy he was too dark too see
So unbeknownst to the world he committed a fatality
There’s the reality
On a train he sat quietly, his appearance drew the ire in me
How can this take place you see
The thought of having to keep such company
I felt the glares of the world on me
So I remained calm so he couldn’t see
The conception which I’d conceived only left me fuming, and peeved
I can’t close my eyes right now because this fool will take from me
So I remained awake and alert, even though my eyes hurt
I figured it wouldn’t be long before one of us would sing an awful song
The train made its next to last stop and this character quickly jumped up and off
I sat in my seat wondering what the heck
How can someone have so many tattoo’s covering their head, arms, lips, and neck
How can I get out of all this, without having to use my fist’s
The answer quickly came in the form of a gesture
A gesture that squashed all the pressure
You see I’d already dropped the hammer and sentenced this cat to lifetime in the slammer
Forgetting about how the world viewed me
You see perception isn’t always reality
The gesture which stopped the pressure was great
You see it had been a long time since I’d ate and it was getting late
“Would you like something to tide you over” he asked
And then, just then my spirit gasped
All along I’d been tearing you down and now it’s me that looks like a clown
“I couldn’t possibly take your food”, I replied
Simply to save face and savor my pride
A stick of gum and candy were passed and I quickly grabbed those items out of his grasp
And thought how did allow all this time to pass
I sat and realized then that no one is automatically your friend
So the question is when does the perception begin
I asked for his name and he looked at me twice
One for good measure, and the second probably because now I was acting nice
He gave me his name a second later
And our conversation continued as it got later and later
Soon we arrived at his stop on the train
So I gave him daps and thanked him again
And I watched this cat exit the train
Only to realize that without Snicker Allen I would have remained
Trapped by perception and my own brain!